Hannah Kraus recommended My friend, the murderer from salon.com:

The year prior, he’d attempted suicide by lining a bathtub with electronics, but returned to our college campus just five days later, where we assumed he was receiving treatment. He was not receiving treatment. He had been suffering from long-term, severe depression and suicidal ideation for over a year on the night he killed her, and yet our conversation was pleasant: We talked that night about the Badlands, canine rain boots, an upcoming potluck, a tie-dyed cake.

Hannah Kraus recommended Phantomschmerz from nataschaaah.blogspot.de:

Das ist Phantomschmerz: Dein Gesicht in den Gesichtern der Menschen, der Fremden, auf der Straße.

Hannah Kraus recommended When I was kidnapped from salon.com:

Once you do get yourself un-kidnapped, you have to figure out your way back into the world.

Hannah Kraus recommended get drenched in the neon light from smallcutsensations.com:

Wir müssen los. Ich will hier nicht weg, antworte ich. Du musst aber. Ich weiß, sage ich, noch.

Hannah Kraus recommended crumble to the sea from r-e-a-d-m-e.blogspot.de:

"Dann nimm Tabletten", sage ich, "warum nimmst du nicht einfach Tabletten und bringst es hinter dich, verdammt." Sie schaut mich still an.  "Weil ich feige bin."

Hannah Kraus recommended #91 from sommeruntergang.wordpress.com:

Ich bin leise und in mir schreit es beständig.

Hannah Kraus recommended Suizid im Kindsalter: Hast du das gewollt? from faz.net:

Ein paar Monate vor seinem Tod war Benni in seinen Bettkasten gekrochen und hatte gesagt: „Ich will nicht mehr, ich bring mich jetzt um.“

Hannah Kraus recommended Papa hat sich erschossen from derstandard.at:

Sein Tod teilt mein Leben in ein Vorher und ein Nachher.

Hannah Kraus recommended Der dunkle Ort from anderswolf.de:

Und die Tropfen, die wie Teer an mir kleben, verhöhnen mich, machen sich lustig über meine Angst, über meine Tränen, über meine Sorge, dass ich mit allem, was ich bin, untergehen könnte, vergehen könnte unter diesem Welt- und Wolkenbruch.

Hannah Kraus recommended Gejaule um Vergangenes from anderswolf.de:

Manchen Tages bin ich so aufbruchsfreudig, ja fast schon umtriebig, dass ich achtzig Dinge gleichzeitig anfange, anderntags schaffe ich es gerade mal aus dem Bett unter die Dusche, wo ich anscheinend Stunden verbringe, denn obwohl ich weit vor Mittag aufgestanden bin, geht die Sonne schon fast wieder unter, wenn ich mich abgetrocknet habe

Hannah Kraus recommended #87 from sommeruntergang.wordpress.com:

und der große fremde körper neben mir flüstert: ich mag dich.

Hannah Kraus recommended Talking About My Abortion | VICE United States from vice.com:

"I'm not taking my sneakers off," said a woman outside my little changing cabin. "Then you'll get your baby on your sneakers," a nurse responded.

Hannah Kraus recommended When A 10-Year-Old Kills His Nazi Father, Who's To Blame? from buzzfeed.com:

"I shot Dad," Joseph says flatly. "Why?" she asks. Joseph does not answer as Krista rushes to make a screeching 911 call. The emergency operator can hear Joseph's 9-year-old sister loudly sobbing in the background.

Hannah Kraus recommended CONNECT TO COLUMBIA from magazine.columbia.edu:

“The Beats were a complicated group of people, with Lucien Carr directly at the center,” says Ann Douglas, the Parr Professor Emerita of English and Comparative Literature, who has long taught a popular course on them. “Understanding the murder, and the reasons behind it, is instrumental to understanding them.”

Hannah Kraus recommended Remember when it was at least love that tore us apart? * from nachtwerfen.de:

People used to ask me why I held onto a relationship that was destructive in so many ways for so long. One that rarely made me happy (but when it did, it did like nothing before and nothing after ever has), that kept me in a state of doubt and fear for most of the time. The answer is simple, it lies in the fever. I sometimes wish I would get a sense of belonging to this world from gardening, vegan baking and a healthy relationship. Thing is, I simply don’t. And it’s things like these you cannot fix.